time capsule 2012

[allegory]

THE TIME CAPSULE MEME year 2012 ♡ make yourself a thread so your friends can leave you messages with their thoughts about you, their wishes for you for next year, etcetera. ♡ you can also leave yourself a message... anything that you can look back on next year and reminisce about. ♡ on january 8th, 2013, this post will be set to private and put away. in december of 2013, it will be re-opened and then you can look through your old comments from the year before and do with them what you will. ♡ previous years' capsules can be found here. 【THE TIME CAPSULE MEME】 <center><font size="5">【<a href="YOUR_THREAD_URL_HERE"><font face="georgia"><font color="#c0c0c0">THE <font color="#E02049">TIME CAPSULE</font> MEME</font></font></a>】</font></center>

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[togami]

my comment was comment number 100 in this entry
surely a sign of divine blessing for the upcoming/past year

i clearly cant do anything right

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HI ITAKI

IT'S BEEN A LONG WHILE and i just finished reading the comment you left on my time capsule last year. im sorry i didn't stay in touch with you even though you put that responsibility in my hands ;o; TBH I DIDNT STAY IN TOUCH WITH ANYONE AND i am a loser and i am sorry

but anyway, i'm hoping all your exams have gone smoothly and you got what you wanted in the end. PLUS i hope you are happppppy! and i hope i kept in touch with you in 2013 so i can squeeeee over how kawaiis you are ♥

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HELLO TWIGGY

UHM im sorry i persisted and stayed with this name, i really do try to call you kiss but old habits die hard and SPEAKING OF WHICH it's been a good few years since i first met you, mew, rei and shizzy hasnt it! remember the crazy late night msn orgys where we would just sometimes randomly start typing in capslock lmao AND REMEMBER DUCK yeah she was there for a while too. then we even made a family tree (which i still have ngl)

but i dont want to only talk about old times

things changed, and i hope things changed for the better for everyone.

and even if i'm really just not there most of the time, but if you ever need anyone (who don't really know anyone you know or anything that's going on) just to vent or talk to, i'm here.

ps, thank you very much for listening to me badsing ♥

[hidari]

Dear Britty ♥,

I hope you had a great 2012! It's a shame that we were THIS close to meeting each other when I was in Toronto (for 2 hours haha). It's too bad that we didn't get to talk as much because of school and whatnot, but I hope that we're still good friends in 2013! I HOPE TO VISIT TORONTO PROPERLY THIS TIME hohoho Anyways, I wish you all the best in 2013!!

Love,
Lara ♥

Re: i clearly cant do anything right

[rap]

so,

this time, it actually feels like an intimate letter rather than it being just for shits and giggles. every year, i anticipate reading what i wrote and end up being entirely disappointed because all i find is old me being exactly what i can never overcome - lazy.

but i did read something that reached my own heart. i had written that if i fail, it's alright. if i didn't go to another IB school and beat the shit out of my grades, it'd be okay. and i felt better. but then i'd said "but you have to try your best. you can fail but at the end you gotta be able to say you did your best." and tbh, we all know i didn't do my best.

but i met tulga because i was dicking around. and i think that was meant to be. he's one of the biggest pillars in my life. he showed me how people who are not of my blood can care for me. we've been through a lot and i'm hoping you'll be living with him now, but things happen. make sure you try your best. not like how you ruined everything for you and tsetsen, bumbi, sugraa and stuff.

right now, i know i love him. with the whole of my heart.

as for bros.. well im not part of it anymore. i dont know what changed, but something went wrong and now i cant seem to feel the same union or devotion i felt for them back in 2011. i think it's tulga.

either way, im going to wish you good luck on finding better friends in new york. right now, while i type this, i am very conscious of how i don't have any real life friends. online friends - they better be becoming real life ones SOON.

i fucked up in eleventh grade but i picked it up well this year. you better keep it up.

the only person who will always be with you
((((((hahahahaha))))))))

[hidari]

Dear Annette,
Babyyyyyy ♥ I hope you finish 2012 with a bang! It was a lot of fun writing letters to each other! You were my first penpal and it was such an amazing experience. Let's keep writing letters to each other!
I hope 2013 is full of fun experiences and adventures. I'm glad to have gotten to know you and I wish you all the best in the coming year! ♥

Love,
Lara

[hidari]

Dear Lain,
LAIN LAIN LAINNNNNNNNN!!!!!! I'm happy to have gotten to know you better this year. It's really inspiring how you're still standing strong even though you're in a pinch and you make it through like always. I hope you have a great 2013 with lots of fun experiences ♥ I wish you all the best!

Love,
Lara

[rap]

hi lore

i didn't really get to talk to you this year, but i read your entries and your tweets
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[hidari]

Dear Lore,

I hope you hsd a great 2012! It was lots of fun this year and I'm glad to have gotten to know more otome games through you and Jess! Actually it was because of you that I decided to watch KRBS and I'm glad to have gotten to enjoy such a fun series! ;w; I hope we become better friends next year! I wish you all the best in 2013 ♥

Love,
Lara

[hidari]

Dear RSR ♥
wowowowow 2012 sure flies! I hope you had a great year! We had a lot of fun this year, hoho. It was fun to watch KRBS with you and just make random commentary about it on skype. I hope we do this again with new winter anime!! THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THE BLESSING FOR LOTS OF MEGANES because I sure got a lot this year hohohohoho I hope 2013 is a blast and let's go have fuuuuun~~

Love,
Lara

[hidari]

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[hidari]

Dear 2013 Lara,
First of all, congratulations on surviving high school! I hope you made the best out of grade 12. Next, congratulations on getting into university! I hope you decided on which career path you're taking. It's not easy making a choice but I hope you're happy with whatever you chose. I know majority of the girls are going to another university but make the most out of meeting new people! Join clubs and get to know other students. I hope you have stepped out of your shell and enjoy the new environment. Try not to be too shy, since it can drive away some opportunities. Get out there and enjoy what the world has to offer. I know university isn't all fun and games but don't forget to relax every once in a while and don't push yourself too hard. Always keep on smiling and let's go have fuuuuuun~~!!

[shiba]

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[shiba]

dear self in 2k13,

by the time you read this, you will have been married for about 6 months. i hope the wedding was a good time and that you don't stress yourself to death about it. i hope that gary still wants your silly ass around. i hope that you enjoy having a shorter last name. i hope you're not already pregnant, but at least one step closer to being ready for children. (or five steps. some kind of progress, please?)

i hope you're considering your career. i hope you vowed to your husband to be the best you can be and not a total lump like you have been your whole life. don't float through life anymore, self. you've been doing it for 25 years and it's time to be a real person. i hope in 2013 you have learned how to be an adult and not constantly feel like a confused child.

love always,
me.

Re: i clearly cant do anything right

[shiba]

dearest most beautiful ren,

i hope 2013 has been better for you. this year has had some ups and downs, but you always make it through somehow. you're a strong person, and i hope you can start to truly feel that way about yourself.

all my love!
- jess ♥

[ex_patroclus909]

patroclus

[shiba]

the mostest love to you in 2013 and i hope it treats you far better than 2012 did. keep being the strong beautiful girl you are! i love you bb.

[ex_patroclus909]

dear (i typed dead hahaha) jojo/most beloved sydney d:

in 2k13 you probably...
- made at least 100 8tracks mixes
- have your dumb pride but haven't unleashed it (like a lion)
- have not given up rping (4 shame)
- punched reed at least once (no i'm kidding but no one calls you weird!!! actually everyone does it)
- still have your quirks and sarcasm to isolate you from everyone
- wow this is getting depressing

but seriously, in 2k13? if the world doesn't end i REALLY hope you...
- have (had) some sort of a job
- graduated super high school level whatever grade you're in (because we all know how confusing the system + you made it)
- applied to college
- had a friend over at your house
- visited hollie for a day (this is somewhat optional but highly recommended)
- dated and/or kissed a boy (lol)
- fixed your stupid schedule and thrown out your computer (for a mac? for a mac)
- do not need any goddamn focalin to keep you awake during school hours
- turn 17

you're gonna go far kid, and you'll swallow whole any of the obtuse ppl that'll attempt to hold you down. i really hope you'll make friends that you can hang out with, study with, whatever. and stop being so goddamn picky about how superficial ppl can get. that's high school, man. as for online... well, we won't look at the past, only forward! but i hope some light decides to shine on you, and you get over everything online that gives you the queasy feeling. stop feeling so awfully lonely and pessimistic and start feeling existential (in the positive way)! because, you? you're awesome.

anywho, i believe in you!! sort of!! i just hope more people believe in you, although you haven't given them any good reason to. i know you'll change. also, if i'm "i", and i'm talking to myself with "you", then who's "i"? and who really is "you"?

INCEPTION.

[ex_patroclus909]

I AM SO GLAD I MET YOU THIS YEAR. like seriously, even though i know youve had your hardships which i wish i could whisk away forever! you helped me so much when i was going through one of the worst times of my life. even if i cried during the phone call, it was out of release and i felt so much better. you are one of my favorite people online and you have the best taste in fandoms and ships and i wanna give you a big hug. and im glad i made you the mix because it had the most accurate title ever, "Why does she keep fighting...? / Because she still seeks hope."

p.s whenever i go to my guidance counselor's office i see a picture of a girl who looks JUST like you without the glasses and i double-take every time

[ex_patroclus909]

placeholder! i have a bit to say (i think????????)

[ex_patroclus909]

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[ex_patroclus909]

PLACEHOLDER (EDIT LATER)

[ex_patroclus909]

PLACEHOLDER???? IS THIS A THING I CAN DO??

[ex_patroclus909]

i'll be back