allegory | time capsule 2012

Hey, Kamille.

I know you wouldn't believe me but I want you to know that 2012 Kamille is braver than 2011 Kamille and the 2013 Kamille will be the bravest.

2012 is a fucking year for you and I and it's just so ridiculous to even put here the reasons why. But beyond all the shits and craps people had thrown in front of our faces, let's be strong together, okay? Because, honestly, I wouldn't be strong enough to face people and reality if you didn't pick me up during our HS years. I owe half of my life to you, silly! I always want to comfort you whenever I check your tweets but I can't fucking find the words to say because I'm afraid I would worsen the situation ~~that's probably because idiot words keep on slipping out of my mouth and they're seriously robbing my freedom~~. And even if you think that you are the most indecent person in this whole damned world, Kamille, that doesn't make me love you less. My love for you surpassed my love for Takaki, truthfully. So stop sulking and stop thinking that I never thought of you ever since you left PH. It might be selfish but I always want you to be with me, taking the same path to make those people who insulted us kiss our asses.

2013 Kamille, I wish you the best of luck as you've entered your desired university. Don't lose hope!!!! And if anything changed between us, I wish that it's the time zone that broke us during 2012. Whatever my shortcomings are, you know that there's only one thing I do ~~(although I know for a fact that I am the one causing problems and immaturity between us)~~ and that is to compensate for them. But those apologies are meant seriously. I love you 5ever.

Best, Naji.

takakiyuya

my spot

i am so late.

words fail me but I want you to know that i'm thankful that i met you this year! hopefully by next year, we could have talked more. you're one of the funniest people that i know and through creeping around i found out that you're a really reliable person. never change.

2013 zyn, even if you're sort of an adult now, don't forget to be childish so we can laugh at everyone else.

Stay awesome.

nagmamahal,
who am i again

outstretched

Hey you,

By this time next year, you'll be in the Real World! CONGRATULATIONS ON GRADUATING!!! It goes without saying that by now you are a registered nurse who has passed the board exam! I hope you've made progress on at least one of these things:

-taking the mcat and applying to medical school!
-in a nurse practitioner program, or at least looking at them!
-looking at the air force or a va hospital!
-not in New York??? Or at least still gunning that way? That would be way cool!

I so dearly hope that you are less lonely and that living in NYC will help you be closer to friends whom you can chill with!

You will be almost to the five year mark with the boyfriend at this point, I do hope that's going so much better, this year was important and I hope next year goes more smoothly. I hope next year goes more smoothly in every way! It's an odd year, you should be pretty all right.

Here are some other non-job things that you should think about doing!
-travel!!! Take a plane out of state and ROCK OUT!
-writing!!! Maybe start to try to actually do something with it? Publishing etc.?
-singing!!! PLEASE JOIN ST. PATTY'S CHOIR IF YOU ARE IN THE CITY DON'T FORGET!
-cooking!!! Get better at making delicious meals! Don't use loneiness as an excuse! When you are in the real world you will have to eat somehow! Find people to feed if you have to, bb!

This year was totally awful, as you might remember! Everything went wrong with family and relationships and friendships and fandom and all! The only thing that went pretty all right was school and even that totally wrecked you! Remember how you can't remember most of the first half of 2012 because junior year? Yeah, I don't either! I hope you're still friends with those whom you should truly cherish, and I hope you've started to maybe consider being brave enough to weed out those you don't. Just a thought!

I will be very disappointed in you if pokemon doesn't still hold a large part of your heart, because HOW COULD YOU QUIT GREEN? Besides that, Super Junior and k-pop has mostly faded from your life this year, and Homestuck replaced it, I suppose. You got into Madoka and a few other shows, like Kids on the Slope. I wonder what fandoms you'll get into in 2013??

This is full of exclamation points, hot damn. Well, I have such high hopes for next year, and I hope you're on your way, bb! Onwards and upwards for 2013!!

Love,
Sonata :)

Edited 2012-12-22 10:21 (UTC)

HI JANNAH you gave me a cheesy letter... thing... so ig i will give you a somewhat cheesy one ahaha we'll see how this goes /o\

i hope you're having a great 2013 ofc i hope it's been great I HOPE WE'RE STILL TALKIN ON TWITTER MAN bc if i didn't have you on twitter i don't know where i'd be nowadays, lmao /o\ a lot of times when i lurk in my mentions and just tweet about random stuff you talk to me anyways when i feel like most of my tlist doesn't pay attention? and i'm really really grateful for that lmao ♥♥♥ i love that you're so friendly all the time and everything and open and honest and... yeah things like that :>

don't stress yourself with the amount you write and all!! but write when you want to, too :3 bc writing is about ~letting go~ and ~being free~ and i remember when you, kelley, and i talked about it feeling like a chore so i hope you've done/found something to make writing more fun and free for you!!

I STILL HOPE WE CRY OVER ONE DIRECTION TOGETHER or you still cry over one direction or both of us cry over the same fandom next year lmao what fandom will be next who knows. sobs i think i'll have watched gravity falls by then but if a year later i'm still putting it aside (WHICH IS TOTALLY POSSIBLE orz) pls yell at me ok!!

we've known each other for only a year but yeah i deffo know you're one of my closest friends online and i'm really happy to have you as a friend :DD♥ I HOPE 2013 ONLY BRINGS US CLOSER ok yeah bye this was cheesy /o\

have some predebut louis:

self i can only really say i'm really proud of you. you've come a long way and i think you're super, super close to where you need to settle down and be. love yourself, love chey, love life, love gays, and you'll be okay. i believe in you, kid.

Edited 2013-01-01 06:56 (UTC)

casualty

nowhere

hi britty!

how was your 2013? i hope it was fun and filled with happy moments! we're both starting college this year and i can see from twitter that we're both struggling with college ;; but! i hope 2013 will be easier and you'll be able to ace those exams and have more fun with your friends!

stay healthy and happy. ♥
aya

hi lain ♥

i hope by the time 2013 is almost over, you've finished playing all the SH games and jump scares won't scare you as much as before! and by 2013 there'd be news about versus and type-0 localization so we can all jump with joy because squeenix is finally making our dreams come true (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

video games aside, i hope 2013 will be a great year for you! that it'll be better than 2013, that you'll accomplish what you want to accomplish, and that you will be happier in 2013 than before! even if some things don't work out the way you want it, remember that people make mistakes, and making mistakes is okay. plus, there's always next year! stay positive and strong, and good luck!

with love,
aya

hey eugene!

so you'll be a senior in 2013, huh? as your senpai, i should remind you that it'll be one of the toughest and hardest year in high school, so work hard and good luck!! balance between studying and social life, because both are important! having friends does help, especially in those stressful times. there will be a lot of pressure but i hope you'll be able to handle it and graduate proudly! don't forget to study but don't forget to stay healthy too! and good luck with your final and entrance exam! indonesia can be tough when it comes to exam so i hope it won't be harder when it's finally your turn! tl;dr good luck on your exams, it'll be tough OTL

we just met this year but thank you for friending me and i hope we'll be closer friends next year! i hope 2013 will be an awesome year for you~

much love,
aya

hi self
lol i hope you didn't do anything dumb as fuck, but knowing you, yeah that probably happened.
are you still with steven? lol i srsly doubt that... awks cus you are reading this when it should be your one year... oh well it was good while it lasted. and if you are, damn you are really learning to commit to things yo
i hope u let first sem of uni be a lesson that you should be studying hard and going to all your classes bc you failed calc lol it's a wonder you even passed stats tbh
anyway here's to 2013 and all the fuckery that will lead on :)

December 25, 2012 (2:10AM)PH {Time zone has become my #1 enemy}
**Get a cup of steaming coffee before you read this, OK?

Hey, Naji.

2012 is a year when you learned to fake yourself; you hid from everyone.
1. You entered a university that you've never dreamt of entering. I know that you wanted to study in UST but you're totally having a financial recession although you've made it to pass your second choice course, or in UP but your intelligence won't just fit in.
2. You've tried to make friends with those people who came to judge you on the surface and you continuously believe in them because you know that you're going to face 4 fucking years with them in the course and school you never wanted to be in to begin with.
3. You figured out something that you never really want to know. PS.
4. You were already stabbed in front of you but you kept on trusting.
5. You fall under a single category: EVIDENT HUMAN FLAW.

I'm sorry, Naji. I always come to break my promises in front of your seemingly blinded eyes. I promised myself never to make promises to you ever again, but I think it's too inevitable to just play your life in passivity; going with the flow and not wanting to achieve your dreams just because your current situation has deprived you of making your dreams come true. I'm sorry that I can't be independent. I'm sorry for not teaching you self-discipline. I'm sorry for being immature. I'm sorry for causing all the troubles in your life. I'm really very sorry for letting you feel utterly alone. I'm sorry for hating you.

This year, 2013, I hope you've become a better individual. I hope you learned to catch up with your fandom and I hope that you've ended up all the insecurities you've felt since you were 7;~~I've watched you suffer since childhood and I totally suck for not doing anything about it~~. I hope that, now than your 18, you've finally slim down. I hope that you just stop being so clumsy. Please stop looking at the photos of all your rich past classmates in elementary and high school because it makes you more insecure!!! Plus, it's creepy!!! It's not wrong to regret anything in your life but when the morning of regrets come to you, don't hesitate to tell her that you regret being stupid because it's not cute!! Hahaha, just kidding! Please tell that you regret meeting dumbass people and that you regret being emotionally attached to me because I broke my promises to you again.
But despite all these, I love you, Naji. Although I've just realized it but I love you when you're being true to yourself and to me because basically, I am yourself.

PS: BE MOTHERFUCKING RICH!!

Forever, Regina.

**Now, throw the cup of steaming coffee on your face!! JK.

Edited 2012-12-25 12:04 (UTC)

barda

HEY GUUURL.

So, things happened! You had your first job, but then you got fired. You got to go to Otakon again after a billion years. Your grandma died. A lot of things happened, both good and bad, and with the upcoming year even more things will shape you! I truly hope that it's for the better, which isn't surprising considering that I'm... you...

Hmmm, I know that things are feeling very stagnant right now. My life is kind of the opposite of extraordinary, I know, and I haven't actually done anything that's worth much praise. But I hope that you, when you read this, have done so many things that you're proud of! Climb all the mountains! Travel! Learn how to not drown! I know that you can do magnificent things someday, and hopefully that day will have already passed for you.

I hope that all the stuff I'm conflicted about atm have been settled, although I'm sure a new pile of ~stuff~ will have sprung up out of the ground afterward. But don't worry, you can get through anything! You're great.

I love you, Francia! xoxo smiley face

ALSO I am currently failing really hard at Catherine and Uncharted, and I've gotten back into watching the animus.

OH OH AND

you're welcome

Tails →

adoricrack

hello, me.

looks like i was right back in 2011 saying that things will get better, huh? the whole home situation definitely gotten better this year and there's a lot of money coming in. -- well supposedly. WE WON'T KNOW UNTIL 2013. and look! even got the car of our dreams even though it's being a pain in the butt. i wonder in 2013 will it still be there.

still working at the movie theater? and see, kim ended up being a kick ass boss, too! but are we still working at it in 2013?

also, did you visit anyone? by the time you read this again, i really hope so. the trip(s) are pretty important, you know. i'll be pretty disappointed if none of them fell through. but dennis is going to help out so i think at least ONE of them will be official.

just remember to keep looking on the bright side of things and smile. because THINGS DO GET BETTER. 2012 IS PROOF OF THAT! short and sweet and to the point this go round. 2013 BETTER BE A FUCKING BLAST.

love,

me.

Edited 2012-12-24 21:37 (UTC)

Hi there! I just wanted to let you know that you're awesome. I was so overjoyed that I got to meet you in the flesh at Genericon this past year, and I'll definitely try to find time to hang out this upcoming year too. I'm really sorry I couldn't get to see you at Otakon (I feel your pain about the Rossiu-cosplay thing though. Some people just don't know how to appreciate good morally-ambiguous characters).

Anyway, good luck with whatever you decide to do now and congratulations on becoming a nurse. I really respect the way you want to join Doctors Without Borders because I don't know if I could do something like that.

You still write some of the best Pokemon fanfics I've ever read.

somehow, I feel all the eloquence I could muster would be insufficient to accurately write down all I feel-and that's guaranteeing I won't trip over my words along the way.

so instead, I would like to let the words I mean to say come out over time. whether they be awkward, elegant, typo-ridden or caps locked, they will come, and I hope you'll forgive me for the giant section of them that will be awkward, typoed, and caps locked. after all, you are the one person that leaves me tongue tied in a good way, and I know you can understand when "I'M LEAVING OH MY GOD" means "I love you, you make me smile."

in the meantime, may I ask you for a dance?

KAGA
KAGA FROM THE FUTURE
Wowowowow I'm really glad we met!!! Like wow I never expected us to be such good friends and I was so happy when you joined twitter because that meant KAGA HARASSMENT WHENEVER I FELT LIKE HARASSING HER WOW
I'm just
really happy
friend touches you

I hope that when you read this you won't think "omfg who is that Dina person again", since I want us to stay FRIENDS 5EVER.
And I swear to fucking God if there is another Lex-like thing in DanSen W I will sneeze on your cereal. Until then, let me smooch you. ￣ ³￣

See you in a year!!!!

Hey Kaede of 2013! I actually had this letter all planned out and then I forgot to post... it earlier I'm sorry.

I'm glad we got to talk a bit this year! I'm sorry for my tendency to forget about your letters!! It's been a fun year, and you've been a great friend!

See I still don't know what to say aaaa
Anyway!
Hopefully we can still talk to each other when we're older!
Here's to a great 2013 and beyond!
- Love, Hapu

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