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time capsule 2012
THE TIME CAPSULE MEME year 2012 ♡ make yourself a thread so your friends can leave you messages with their thoughts about you, their wishes for you for next year, etcetera. ♡ you can also leave yourself a message... anything that you can look back on next year and reminisce about. ♡ on january 8th, 2013, this post will be set to private and put away. in december of 2013, it will be re-opened and then you can look through your old comments from the year before and do with them what you will. ♡ previous years' capsules can be found here. |
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BitchOnly you and Ana have gotten the privilege of me calling you that so ahem. Cough cough. Clears throat.
I guess our 2012 wishes came true. We talked so much this year it was insane. Our conversation topics too were more often than note utterly WTF worthy. But I'm glad we're now two best friend-kittens who love each other and would not hesitate to
scratch each other across the faceplay fight ^___^ You know I love you right?Hopefully this time in 2013 we'd be in similar timezones again, and I'd have met you somehow either on the East Coast or the West Coast or somewhere in between though I have no fuqing idea what is in between. I hope you have a great 2013, lots of fun, lots of laughs, lots of
Masaru-samaahem I mean joy and the likes. You are awesome and funny and dynamic and everything and I love you for that.Kitty chuus and cuddles ♥
Sakitty
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-minto
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HULAAN MO.
Actually, no. Hey, here's to more years of laughing at everyone else's hair and poking fun at the people we most love-- ourselves & JUMP.
There is profoundness in this note that is too overbearing to be able to see by mortal eyesight. CHYEAH. (and I probably have written it on that other thing on LJ)
wagas,
me me me
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2012 Kamille is listening to Kisumai as she is writing this. This would be long-ass so be prepared. You didn't cry when you read 2011 Kamille's message so man up and don't cry when reading this either or I will punch your uterus.
It's weird how as you grow older, you become less mature. On second thought, nope. Reading 2011 Kamille's message surprised you didn't it? But at least now, you have more power over words.
You're 18 now. The age that you dread. You're an adult. No longer someone who could blame her actions on age and childishness. Being 18 means more responsibility and I hope that the you right now is ready to take on the responsibilities that you will have.
Don't try to wiggle out of awkward situations anymore. You have been awkward enough in 2012.
I know that 2012 has been tough on you so I'm sorry even if you brought it upon yourself.
Right now, the Kamille who is writing this is scared. She doesn't know if 2013 will be worse or better but she is determined to make it 100x better than 2012. Because 2012 was not /the/ shit. It is shit.
Are you preparing for university now? It's too bad that you didn't go back to HS. I know you would love to but community college helped you establish your own identity, right? I just have a feeling that it will. It will also help you become more independent. I know that right now, you might still be trying to convince your dad to allow you to go to a university which is really really far from SF. And you might still be trying to convince yourself to take up that course.
2012 Kamille is still living in a fantasy world. I hope 2013 Kamille has finally knocked some sense into herself. It'd be nice if that happens.
Where are you now? Have you met your family again? Have you traveled around the states? Are you driving your dad's old white car or did somebody get you a new one? It'd be nice if somebody did. Don't make it as filthy as your dad's okay. Also, shame on you if you still don't know how to drive.
Stop feeling guilty about things. Remember what you read in Perks? Like even if someone else is suffering, it won't change the fact that you have what you have. You don't have to feel guilty about throwing away food that is about to make you puke just because there are starving people in Africa.
Try to be more open to people. You can't keep to yourself forever. It's hard but you can do it one step at a time. Treasure the friends that you have and stop hating. Don't get pregnant. Don't worry about being single forever. Don't be ashamed to tell people that you love them. Improve your outlook in life. Try to tell yourself that age doesn't really matter DON'T WORRY YOU STILL HAVE TWO YEARS OF BEING A TEENAGER OH MY GOD NOW PANIC.
I'm trying to not make it long-ass but I feel like I still have loads of things to say but okay. :c
Have a great year ahead, you. Save up a lot of money and get rich. Get really rich.
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Don't feel guilty that much anymore. Don't regret things. It already happened and there's nothing that you can do to turn back time.
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I'm really sorry I'm bad at writing. This letter, no matter how long it may get, can never convey my feelings of adoration towards you.
WE JUST CLICK, Y'KNOW? we have a lot of common interests
kaiand you. just get me. YOU COMPLETE ME. /creeperYou are one of the people who made my 2012 memorable! From "happy crush", our jailhouse parties, and everything else. I CAN NEVER. EVER FORGET YOUR BIRTHDAY. ihysfm, you peasant.
WHY ARE YOU SO FAR AWAY FROM ME come back to my arms now /todokeeee
I hope in 2013, nothing much has changed between us. If anything, let's be closer than ever.
love and peace,
Marchy
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shorisato
2012-12-12 03:50 pm UTC (link)
hi Kamille o/
I'm finally comeback after having some word to say
Well, thank you so much for being a good friend, you're so awesome. Yet, I'm sorry that maybe I often ask you for help this help that and everything.
and, you should know that.. I love you ♥
-minto
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AHEM AHEM.
There are times when it seems like we are always angry at each other because of the EXCESSIVE AMOUNTS OF CAPSLOCK WHEN WE TALK ON TWITTER but when you read them it's mostly about feels about you and Masaru and whatever drama we were flailing about xD
Oh first of all I really want to say sorry for appearing to hate you/be angry at you when we first met IRL and online. Truth is I really am socially inadept and I am awkward at reaching out and communicating with people (ironic as I am a Communication Arts major, I know) I have met for the first time. But then you asked for drama reccs and I randomly spazzed and flooded you with replies and I'm glad you did, because I get to share awesome stuff with you and we finally got to talk more. Like about how you keep parts of Hikaru's toenails and your love for Chiba Yuudai xD
And you haven't offended me OMG haha I just don't like looking at pictures of bare feet, even if it's Yabu's xD
I hope the coffee dates and the photo shoots happen! COME BACK HERE SOON but enjoy over there~ don't waste the chance you're given because I sure wish I can ship myself over there xD
Let's be awkward together in the future~ thank you for being a part of my 2012 OMG
BIBILHAN KITA ISANG BOTE NG SHOKTONG PAG-UWI MO, KINSE PESOS LANG ATA YUN ISANG BOTE HEEHEE XD
Ayrabuyuu chuu♥
- Ingrid :D
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hi, let me first start off by saying FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!1111!!!!
#replacelovewithfuck
Yeah, you came up with that one, and it's thanks to that why we never got through such an awkward phase and stuff like that. So I don't mind if you #fuck me all the time *~*
Well, joking aside, I really admire you. Your humor, your way of saying everything in such an interesting way. Sadly we weren't able to formally meet when we were both in the Philippines, and I hope we get to one day! Even if it's here in Japan so we can both pig out on french fries (which is not too special, actually. BUT AN EXTRA LARGE FRIES IS 150 YEN!!!111!!).
That part of you shouldn't change. You should know that in a lot of times that I get really down, the way you cheer me up REAAAALLY cheers me up. Like it doesn't matter if I look like a crazie laughing at my phone, but your thoughts are that powerful that it moves me. In funny ways.
I love you! I wish you a great year ahead! Us too! Keep fucking!
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I know you wouldn't believe me but I want you to know that 2012 Kamille is braver than 2011 Kamille and the 2013 Kamille will be the bravest.
2012 is a fucking year for you and I and it's just so ridiculous to even put here the reasons why. But beyond all the shits and craps people had thrown in front of our faces, let's be strong together, okay? Because, honestly, I wouldn't be strong enough to face people and reality if you didn't pick me up during our HS years. I owe half of my life to you, silly! I always want to comfort you whenever I check your tweets but I can't fucking find the words to say because I'm afraid I would worsen the situation
that's probably because idiot words keep on slipping out of my mouth and they're seriously robbing my freedom. And even if you think that you are the most indecent person in this whole damned world, Kamille, that doesn't make me love you less. My love for you surpassed my love for Takaki, truthfully. So stop sulking and stop thinking that I never thought of you ever since you left PH. It might be selfish but I always want you to be with me, taking the same path to make those people who insulted us kiss our asses.2013 Kamille, I wish you the best of luck as you've entered your desired university. Don't lose hope!!!! And if anything changed between us, I wish that it's the time zone that broke us during 2012. Whatever my shortcomings are, you know that there's only one thing I do
(although I know for a fact that I am the one causing problems and immaturity between us)and that is to compensate for them. But those apologies are meant seriously. I love you 5ever.Best, Naji.
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THANK YOU FOR BEING PART OF MY 2012. We may have not known each other for so long yet but I'm pretty sure we still have more years to come to do awesome shit together LOL I hope by 2013 we've made a lot of lulz and got to know each other moreeee.....
Sometimes I forget you're in different time zone LOL because you're always in twitter. BUT ITS STILL A GOOD THING XD tho... WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD ;~;
I hope you have a great 2013! XD /chuchuchuuu~
♥ Love lots,
Miya
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Well, it's already 2013 so I HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL 2013!! Heehee~ also, I hope we'll be closer than ever! Kamown to the dark side and stan EXO please! HAHA. Magtatampo sayo si Kai, sige ka :'D
And oh, have we meet (again? bec. remember Hikaru's bday thingy at UP LOL) this year? Sana umuwi ka and we met! HAHA. ♥
Take care always! And if you need a friend, I'm here! :D
exoexo, Korichan ♪ ♥
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So 2013!Kamille, are you now? :D I hope you are doing fine. I wish both of us saw Kyungsoo already and that will be Daekbak! ;u; ♥ I am happy and will always be if we get to talk more. Thank you for being nice to me ^^ ♥
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I would've inserted your full name there but you might get mad at me. Heh. TBH, I dont know what to say to you. You were the last person I wrote a time capsule bc fdjfaklfjkdf
Anyway, thank you for being one of my closest friend. Thank you for putting up on me even thought I offend you sometimes or I did something not pleasing. D: Sorry. Even though I can notice that we don't talk that much anymore, that doesn't mean our friendship is sinking. It's my fault anyway. I just want to let you know I'll always be here for you eventho you don't want me to :P
Sorry for being a bad friend. But please be patient with me. Continue to stick with me on 2013.
I miss you. And I hope I can see you soon again! I will always feel bad everytime I remember we should've been schoolmates :c
I love youuuuu. Always remember that!
Here's to our long-ass late night (well in my timezone) kakaotalk and skype chats, our "fights" and to Gugi and Shoki-sama!
Love always,
Jilyn ♡
PS. Sorry if I forgot something.