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time capsule 2012
THE TIME CAPSULE MEME year 2012 ♡ make yourself a thread so your friends can leave you messages with their thoughts about you, their wishes for you for next year, etcetera. ♡ you can also leave yourself a message... anything that you can look back on next year and reminisce about. ♡ on january 8th, 2013, this post will be set to private and put away. in december of 2013, it will be re-opened and then you can look through your old comments from the year before and do with them what you will. ♡ previous years' capsules can be found here. |
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2012 Kamille is listening to Kisumai as she is writing this. This would be long-ass so be prepared. You didn't cry when you read 2011 Kamille's message so man up and don't cry when reading this either or I will punch your uterus.
It's weird how as you grow older, you become less mature. On second thought, nope. Reading 2011 Kamille's message surprised you didn't it? But at least now, you have more power over words.
You're 18 now. The age that you dread. You're an adult. No longer someone who could blame her actions on age and childishness. Being 18 means more responsibility and I hope that the you right now is ready to take on the responsibilities that you will have.
Don't try to wiggle out of awkward situations anymore. You have been awkward enough in 2012.
I know that 2012 has been tough on you so I'm sorry even if you brought it upon yourself.
Right now, the Kamille who is writing this is scared. She doesn't know if 2013 will be worse or better but she is determined to make it 100x better than 2012. Because 2012 was not /the/ shit. It is shit.
Are you preparing for university now? It's too bad that you didn't go back to HS. I know you would love to but community college helped you establish your own identity, right? I just have a feeling that it will. It will also help you become more independent. I know that right now, you might still be trying to convince your dad to allow you to go to a university which is really really far from SF. And you might still be trying to convince yourself to take up that course.
2012 Kamille is still living in a fantasy world. I hope 2013 Kamille has finally knocked some sense into herself. It'd be nice if that happens.
Where are you now? Have you met your family again? Have you traveled around the states? Are you driving your dad's old white car or did somebody get you a new one? It'd be nice if somebody did. Don't make it as filthy as your dad's okay. Also, shame on you if you still don't know how to drive.
Stop feeling guilty about things. Remember what you read in Perks? Like even if someone else is suffering, it won't change the fact that you have what you have. You don't have to feel guilty about throwing away food that is about to make you puke just because there are starving people in Africa.
Try to be more open to people. You can't keep to yourself forever. It's hard but you can do it one step at a time. Treasure the friends that you have and stop hating. Don't get pregnant. Don't worry about being single forever. Don't be ashamed to tell people that you love them. Improve your outlook in life. Try to tell yourself that age doesn't really matter DON'T WORRY YOU STILL HAVE TWO YEARS OF BEING A TEENAGER OH MY GOD NOW PANIC.
I'm trying to not make it long-ass but I feel like I still have loads of things to say but okay. :c
Have a great year ahead, you. Save up a lot of money and get rich. Get really rich.