December 25, 2012 (2:10AM)PH {Time zone has become my #1 enemy} **Get a cup of steaming coffee before you read this, OK?
Hey, Naji.
2012 is a year when you learned to fake yourself; you hid from everyone. 1. You entered a university that you've never dreamt of entering. I know that you wanted to study in UST but you're totally having a financial recession although you've made it to pass your second choice course, or in UP but your intelligence won't just fit in. 2. You've tried to make friends with those people who came to judge you on the surface and you continuously believe in them because you know that you're going to face 4 fucking years with them in the course and school you never wanted to be in to begin with. 3. You figured out something that you never really want to know. PS. 4. You were already stabbed in front of you but you kept on trusting. 5. You fall under a single category: EVIDENT HUMAN FLAW.
I'm sorry, Naji. I always come to break my promises in front of your seemingly blinded eyes. I promised myself never to make promises to you ever again, but I think it's too inevitable to just play your life in passivity; going with the flow and not wanting to achieve your dreams just because your current situation has deprived you of making your dreams come true. I'm sorry that I can't be independent. I'm sorry for not teaching you self-discipline. I'm sorry for being immature. I'm sorry for causing all the troubles in your life. I'm really very sorry for letting you feel utterly alone. I'm sorry for hating you.
This year, 2013, I hope you've become a better individual. I hope you learned to catch up with your fandom and I hope that you've ended up all the insecurities you've felt since you were 7;I've watched you suffer since childhood and I totally suck for not doing anything about it. I hope that, now than your 18, you've finally slim down. I hope that you just stop being so clumsy. Please stop looking at the photos of all your rich past classmates in elementary and high school because it makes you more insecure!!! Plus, it's creepy!!! It's not wrong to regret anything in your life but when the morning of regrets come to you, don't hesitate to tell her that you regret being stupid because it's not cute!! Hahaha, just kidding! Please tell that you regret meeting dumbass people and that you regret being emotionally attached to me because I broke my promises to you again. But despite all these, I love you, Naji. Although I've just realized it but I love you when you're being true to yourself and to me because basically, I am yourself.
PS: BE MOTHERFUCKING RICH!!
Forever, Regina.
**Now, throw the cup of steaming coffee on your face!! JK.
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**Get a cup of steaming coffee before you read this, OK?
Hey, Naji.
2012 is a year when you learned to fake yourself; you hid from everyone.
1. You entered a university that you've never dreamt of entering. I know that you wanted to study in UST but you're totally having a financial recession although you've made it to pass your second choice course, or in UP but your intelligence won't just fit in.
2. You've tried to make friends with those people who came to judge you on the surface and you continuously believe in them because you know that you're going to face 4 fucking years with them in the course and school you never wanted to be in to begin with.
3. You figured out something that you never really want to know. PS.
4. You were already stabbed in front of you but you kept on trusting.
5. You fall under a single category: EVIDENT HUMAN FLAW.
I'm sorry, Naji. I always come to break my promises in front of your seemingly blinded eyes. I promised myself never to make promises to you ever again, but I think it's too inevitable to just play your life in passivity; going with the flow and not wanting to achieve your dreams just because your current situation has deprived you of making your dreams come true. I'm sorry that I can't be independent. I'm sorry for not teaching you self-discipline. I'm sorry for being immature. I'm sorry for causing all the troubles in your life. I'm really very sorry for letting you feel utterly alone. I'm sorry for hating you.
This year, 2013, I hope you've become a better individual. I hope you learned to catch up with your fandom and I hope that you've ended up all the insecurities you've felt since you were 7;
I've watched you suffer since childhood and I totally suck for not doing anything about it. I hope that, now than your 18, you've finally slim down. I hope that you just stop being so clumsy. Please stop looking at the photos of all your rich past classmates in elementary and high school because it makes you more insecure!!! Plus, it's creepy!!! It's not wrong to regret anything in your life but when the morning of regrets come to you, don't hesitate to tell her that you regret being stupid because it's not cute!! Hahaha, just kidding! Please tell that you regret meeting dumbass people and that you regret being emotionally attached to me because I broke my promises to you again.But despite all these, I love you, Naji. Although I've just realized it but I love you when you're being true to yourself and to me because basically, I am yourself.
PS: BE MOTHERFUCKING RICH!!
Forever, Regina.
**Now, throw the cup of steaming coffee on your face!! JK.