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yaji ([personal profile] takakiyuya) wrote in [personal profile] allegory 2012-12-21 06:38 pm (UTC)

Hey, Kamille.

I know you wouldn't believe me but I want you to know that 2012 Kamille is braver than 2011 Kamille and the 2013 Kamille will be the bravest.

2012 is a fucking year for you and I and it's just so ridiculous to even put here the reasons why. But beyond all the shits and craps people had thrown in front of our faces, let's be strong together, okay? Because, honestly, I wouldn't be strong enough to face people and reality if you didn't pick me up during our HS years. I owe half of my life to you, silly! I always want to comfort you whenever I check your tweets but I can't fucking find the words to say because I'm afraid I would worsen the situation that's probably because idiot words keep on slipping out of my mouth and they're seriously robbing my freedom. And even if you think that you are the most indecent person in this whole damned world, Kamille, that doesn't make me love you less. My love for you surpassed my love for Takaki, truthfully. So stop sulking and stop thinking that I never thought of you ever since you left PH. It might be selfish but I always want you to be with me, taking the same path to make those people who insulted us kiss our asses.

2013 Kamille, I wish you the best of luck as you've entered your desired university. Don't lose hope!!!! And if anything changed between us, I wish that it's the time zone that broke us during 2012. Whatever my shortcomings are, you know that there's only one thing I do (although I know for a fact that I am the one causing problems and immaturity between us) and that is to compensate for them. But those apologies are meant seriously. I love you 5ever.

Best, Naji.

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