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time capsule 2012

THE TIME CAPSULE MEME
year 2012

♡ make yourself a thread so your friends can leave you messages with their thoughts about you, their wishes for you for next year, etcetera.
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【THE TIME CAPSULE MEME】

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dear 2013!patty,

I hope this year brings you happiness in all aspects of your life.

That your family life and relationships with your parents and siblings be filled with health and happiness. That your love/hate relationship with relatives be more on the love side.

That your work life be fulfilling and challenging minus the stress and politics and drama and anxiety. That this integration be smooth and for the success of the company and all those who work for it.

That your laziness to meet up with friends wane a bit that you can stay in touch with them more than once a year. That your connections be strengthened and your bonds reinforced.

That your #kaladkalandian2013 lead to new friends. That you not be too nervous and cautious to open yourself to people outside your social mileau or those not within your comfort zone.

That there be some travel and fun and some new gadgets. That your bank account be resuscitated with funds. That your budgeting for a rainy day actually work and your kikki.k diary actually be filled.

That you enjoy 2013 sans regrets and what ifs and live every day in the present. don't be too hard on yourself. it's only life.

xo, 2012!patty

Hello Lara!
I hope 2013 treated you wonderfully! How was your first semester of college? I hope it didn't stress you out too much! I also hope you met lots of new people because you're the sweetest person ever, and I know you'll brighten many people's lives just as you did for me!

Thank you for always being there for me and supporting me whenever I'm not feeling confident! Please know I'm always here for you as well if you ever need a shoulder to lean on. Here's to another year of our awesome friendship!

Love,
Annette

hanabira

Dear Eemir 2013,

How are you? I hope everything is fine. You're 25 this year. Old enough? Nope, you're still young! I hope you're healthy as always. Last year, you keep on talking bout boyfriend/partner for life. However I believe, you do understand now that it's not important at all aren't you?. Be strong, keep up the passion and live a happy life. I hope you managed to visit Japan this year? Please don't say NO, I'd be really disappointed! But never mind if you didn't have chance to go though...Be happy,Eemir! Happiness is everything..

Ganbatte and Happy New Year! :D

Eemir (2012)

Edited 2013-01-06 23:55 (UTC)

And she asked me, how many sunrises
Will we watch from start to finish?
How many will we witness?
And my answer only ever surmises-
Maybe a handfull of times, before the next life

In case you're wondering, for some strange reason, what song you had stuck in your head while ringing in the new year, that was it. Have you gotten over your Duncan Sheik fixation yet? I doubt it - you've been listening to the guy since your age was in the single digits, and you'll probably keep listening to his stuff until you die. Seems like a pretty good deal to me, but I guess you get to be the real judge of that, Future Me.

Speaking of...it's been quite a year, huh? You did it, you know. You went to another country. Not because someone told you that you should, or could, but because you decided it was something that you needed to do, and you didn't let anyone else stop you. Not even your own mother scared you away from it. Even though the going itself was pretty damn amazing, I think the why and the how means so much more, because you know what? It's a sign that we can do this. That we have the power to push ourselves forward towards that awesome future we so desperately want.

Emotionally, there have been a lot of ups and downs. It's hard to count the number of instances where we've gone from feeling like we're on top of the world and full of wonder and joy at everything to feeling painfully, utterly hopeless, sometimes in the blink of an eye, sometimes for no reason at all. You've tried to open yourself up more, give yourself the privilege of taking pride in your own feelings and opinions, and you haven't quite found the balance between using that to bring yourself confidence, or giving into defensiveness and insecurity and letting an ugly, selfish bitterness that you aren't proud of take the better of you. But it's a bumpy road to understanding yourself, one that we've been on for awhile now, and sometimes you create pieces of yourself that you aren't proud of along the way. But imagine what we can do if we learn from those mistakes and make ourselves better for it, take a smarter approach to the future, move forward instead of staying in place. Imagine the places we can go, the things we can do and say. Imagine how much easier it will be to make our friends and family smile.

Just remember that so many of them have stuck with you; don't question it so much. Remember how lucky you are. Remember that so you can give back everything they've given you and then some, even though it may seem impossible to ever repay that sort of debt. Even though sometimes it's hard to watch them suffer, and even harder when, sometimes, you have to watch the bonds amongst them break, please, please never forget that it's worth it - that the things that bring pain also bring smiles that you wouldn't trade for anything, ever. Without both, you have nothing, and we know all too well what that feels like. Never again, Future Me. Please.

And then it took you five days to come back and finish this! Good grief. Though maybe there isn't much else to say after all, is there? Maybe you didn't meet all of your goals this year, but you've come a long way. So keep going, okay? I don't know where we're headed, if it means failure or greatness or neither, but I think that we'll love ourselves a lot more for being brave enough to take the journey.

So I'll say that's all for now. See you after another year.

hello there, watermelon

2012 wasn't a fun year for you. you dealt with so much unnecessary stuff and unnecessary people. but! you may not be 100% feeling awesome, but you pulled through and you're doing much better than you were months ago. i'm really proud of you. i mean what the hell, i don't think i would've done as well as you have. i've said you're admirable before and i stand by my opinion.

i hope you and 17 are still doing well!!! it's really great and a huge relief that you've found someone who is a good person and not a complete douchebag who's unworthy of your time. i know he's coming to stay over at your house for a few days soon and i hope you guys have fun and your parents don't give you any trouble or anything.

also can i just say that your art has been really good this year. like. stop it. you're really good and you need to stop :/// how the hell do you even draw kirino what do i have to sacrifice to you to get that ability. (we should collab one day it'd be fun))

by the time you read this at the end of 2013, i hope we're still friends. i mean, i don't see why we wouldn't be, but thinking about the future is scary and uncertain. we met in what...2010?? around the time kuro 2 was over halfway over i think. you thought i was cool and tbh i thought you were cool too, but don't worry, i know better now. in all seriousness, though, i love you and i love being your friend. you may not agree with what i'm about to say, but you've done so much for me. i can't tell you how much i appreciate that you're so willing to help me out when something's wrong. even just knowing you're alive and out there in delaware makes me happy. you've been there by my side through the good times and the bad, and i hope you'll stick there for a long time.

man i'd make this longer but i've got a cold and it's making my head fuzzy so i will leave it at this. i hope 2013 is good to you, and that i'm there to experience it with you, loser.

afterschool chemistry,
♡ danny

hi kaede!!!

you're legit probably the sweetest person i've ever met. i'm sad we didn't get to talk much in 2012 but there's always this year! keep on being cute and bullying mel with me and let's send more swapnotes to each other (i just noticed you sent me one awhile ago; that's what i get for never checking my alerts) in 2013!! i hope the year goes well for you, too!

♡ danielle

hey loser

i wasn't going to write something sappy and embarrassing but since you made me cry i GUESS i should :/

man 2012 really wasn't a good year for either of us. i wish i could have done more to help, but i'm happy i could at least be there for you like you were for me. but i'm glad it's behind you now, and i'll turn back into a chihuahua if necessary.

i've always thought you were an incredibly strong person, and you're like that person in my life i know i can go to with any problem and be able to talk to you about it (so it means even more coming from you when you say you're proud of me). you're an amazing person and an amazing friend. i said it before but i really don't know what kind of state i'd be in right now if i didn't have you as a friend. you're always there when i need anything and can always lift my spirits. sometimes i feel better just remembering the times you were there for me when i was really really down because i'm like "hey, people really would care if something happened to me." whenever you give me advice i really listen, and sometimes i still look back on it to remind myself i'll be alright. as much as i call you mean names and say i hate you i really do love you and love being your friend, too.

i really value how even when i'm caught up in school work and everything else and i'm not around much, i can come back and talk to you like we just talked the day before. that's never really been something i could do. i see us being friends for a really long time, and i look forward to talking to you as i go through college since that'll be a big step for me. it feels so weird that i started talking to you back in the beginning of high school and by the time you read this in 2013 i'll be in college. all of my close friends from school are going to colleges far away, but it's comforting knowing no matter where i am i can still talk to you.

(also what are you talking about your art is way more kawaii than mine. i agree tho we should collab)

i hope 2013 is awesome for you!!!

don't afterschool chemistry me,
mel ://

hi riptide rush i mean hitomi

i hope we talk more in 2013!?!? i really enjoy when we do talk even if it's like. you know. things we probably shouldn't have talked about on twitter. at least you understand my feelings.
i also enjoy watching you do silly things on a regular basis it's very entertaining

you better hope you aren't after kariya's booty if you know what's good for you

booty buddies 4 life,
mel ヽ(´▽｀)ノ

ps your art is super cute

Auntie~

I love you and I have always admired you from afar so I was really glad that we got to talk and be close on 2012. I hope 2013 will bring us closer <3

The stories you write are still made up of awesome, and I will always be one of your biggest fans. I love you and I admire you and hope that you will always be awesome for... IDK, world equilibrium or something.

Thank you for being a part of my 2012 <3

Haihai Kamitan~
I just really wanted to write something here so imma just do it ok ok.

We haven't known each other for very long but don't worry we have a lifetime together so it's ok.
I think the way we met was...Hikaru/Toilet fic? Huu that's a weird way to meet, I'm not too proud of hearing people asking "there used to be an angst hikaru/toilet fic here do you guys know where it is?" but I'll ignore how stupid it was and look on the positive side. xD

You're really funny and beautiful and flowery ~~even though you're not mean ok~~ and tbh you make me laugh out loud with a lot of your tweets (did you notice how i didn't put lol hehe).

I'm also really happy that you want to get into more music bc omg I need more people to listen to what I do ~~even though I still didn't do that list yet because I got invited to 'socialize'~~ and I hope that we can flail over many more things that aren't related to JUMP bwahaha. But I will always be part of JUMP fandom because that stupid kid who isn't blonde anymore.

Anywhoooo, I hope that when you read this we're closer and awesomer and more flowery together. :D

//le end

Ate Ana♥

We met in 2011 at that Super BASS party and LOL I knew who you were but I was too shy to talk to you. And then we talked at the jeepney ride home and then I stalked your fics and then for some reason we became friends. Haha I was happy that I finally got to talk to you because I was a (creepy) fan and then I got to know you more after all those fics and found out you were as wonderful as your writing :"> I really admire your awesomeness, and even if you are sabaw I love your wittiness. All the epic hashtags and of course who can forget the inside jokes. Can never look at matcha frappes the same way again tbh hihihi ♥

And. Ang ganda mo talaga ♥ //girlcrushes on you

Hope that we would meet and be more a part of each other's lives on 2013 hihihi :"> More photoshoots and sabaw coffee shop dates together!!! ♥ I love you and will support you with my laifu, always holding my little "Ana GO" flag and waving it in support :">

If there are monsters in your head or around you, Boss will run over them ne xD

Thank you for being a part of my 2012 ♥

- Ingrid ♥

Sakimama♥~

After the time capsule meme for 2011 you said you hope we have known each other better. Now here we are♥~

I don't know when it really started (why is everyone having amnesia around the time we all meet each other 笑) but we got to talk more yay! I forgot how it happened exactly but I started calling you Mama and Shimoda was Papa so eheh♥~ also the crazy Twitter fics at your last week in Yale and just all the random stuff that made us the friends we are today. RP makes it all a little crazier than we expected but meh xD
I hope our muses can get to talk to each other more!

Also I hope we can also talk more. As 2012 was closing I feel like I got to talk to you less, I guess it was my fault because I have a horrible attention span.

I hope I can get to visit you in SG/ you can visit us here in the PH soon. And if you allow me to, I hope we can have a photoshoot together~ you as the model of course haha I'm better off hiding behind the viewfinder. Or we can share beauty tips. Or you share and I listen HAHA

How's university so far? I hope you're enjoying it~ It's stressful but I know you've already known what stress feels like from high school. Still, I cheer you on with all of my heart. NEVER forget you are awesome and a lot of people love you and admire you for who you are ;u;

I hope 2013 has been good to you. And I hope we have talked through 2013, laughing and crying about the most random stuff, important stuff, and uhm how do I say this I love you ;u; enough to risk wet nail polish for you but no joking I love you ♥~

Thank you for being a crucial part of my 2012. Here's to more years of being friends~

-Ingrid ♥

Hi Lain,

You're a really amazing person and I enjoy reading your posts/tweets. I love hearing your opinion on things (especially when you and Lore get into those discussions). I hope that 2013 will have been a good time for you! You're infinitely mature and you give really good advice, and I wish you the best! ♥

Love,

Kris

Sachi S.
Hopefully a traveler by now.
I can't predict. :T
Where the fuck are you now!?

HOY SACHEE.

Haha I'm pretty sure you wouldn't even remember what you're doing while attempting to write this letter to yourself. Also it is 2013 hahaha where the fuck were you last month.

Anyway man it's the last day for this meme and it's been 20 minutes since I started writing. How long are you gonna keep this up. It's almost lunch break. I'm at work. I kind of just got off a call.

Where the fuck are you now.

okiderps as per tradition let's answer your 2011 timecapsule letter for 2012. Maaan.

青春革命 in 2012 we had like. a couple of performances! I don't even remember if PonyShuu happened this year. in 2012. I'm speaking in 2012 voice. :| But yeah that one and then the one that I couldn't attend because I was in Macau. _{Which will lead us to another point of this letter. later. ;|} AND THEN Kodou no Himitsu. After that we went on a mini hiatus because of ~*~real life~*~ Coming back in ur local theaters 2013.

モシソサ NADA. I'm not even in a gaming company right now lol.

DUDE IF NOT THEN AT LEAST I HOPE YOU'VE ACTUALLY GOTTEN A DECENT JOB BY NOW. Something you like! You're a very proud person and I'm sure you won't end up working while whining. I HAVE FAITH IN YOU...

HAHAHAHA check your "work" tags. 2012 has been confusing and great. I met people I never imagined I could get along with. Which is good. But it's scary and I'm scared. Sachi, are you still afraid?

おうと NOPE. THERE WAS BB THOUGH... Outo is confusing as fuck. I still think it's The Best Idea Ever. :c Come on damnit.

JUMParty LOL IT ENDED BEFORE WE COULD EVEN HELP IT HAHAHAHAHA THIS ONE ESCALATED TO THE BIRTH OF HSPH IT'S CRAY.....

日本 anyare. Macau and HK lol.

TDF It has been less this year but from time to time LEADER-CHAN would randomly walk down the memory lane so it's still good to know that we're can still make fun of each other. Also JJ IN MY LIFE ♥ best thing. T~T

PTA/PRKR/6W/ILU the only new subgroup I can think of is the ones who're playing in bb. It's not even counted lol. WELL tbh this year has been the most distant I've had with the group but! we did manage to have a studio picture taken again so I hope it'll continue through this coming year and beyoooond.

I think generally all I want to know is if you've become a better person with a bigger heart.

I wonder that, still.

How's our family?

AYUN. :T :T :T I don't really want to remind you. Overall I hope 2013 will be better. Of course nothing can replace the lost existence but please be strong for everyone!

AND I'LL ASK YOU AGAIN, DID YOU EVER FALL IN LOVE? AS IN, REAL LOVE? HAHAHA... if yes, i hope you're happier. if not, i just want to say that i'm not surprised :'D

YOU KNOW IT.

....how close are you to reaching that? has the universe been nicer, has it stopped teasing you yet? are you still the tiniest bit of hopeful or have you become someone who was willing to let go? have you already forgotten, or have you realized what you really want?

It's 06:24AM. Hola I survived the apocalypse. Letting go~ ♪ is never easyyyy♫ slowly but surely, though. As it gets closer, I distance myself. Waiting.

2012 in ~~key points:~~ summary:
* I was able to see JUMP in fucking flesh. In Hong Kong. :| That was never, ever predicted. It happened. More things happened and it actually decided the course of my life for 2012. This event started my year and it became a huge factor of the reason I am where I am now.
* So that's Macau and HK.
* Helpline Manila ♪ I got a job in an office. Something that I also never expected to happen. I was leaning on something that was more adventurous but somehow this job keeps proving my expectations of my abilities incorrect. It's either I think too highly or lowly of myself. I still haven't decided. But for now I think I'll stay. If not for the people, then for myself.
* BB. ♥ I've met wonderful people. I've been an emotional trainwreck BECAUSE OF SOMETHING THAT WASN'T EVEN REAL. But it's good to know that I'm still human. The things I couldn't feel IRL, I felt here.
*Sexy Zone. HAHAHA. Yeah I gave in I EVEN BOUGHT THEIR ALBUM orz also Yamada Ryosuke solo debut in early 2013 lololololollll do you know how distant I've been from fandom in general (oo distant na sa lagay na to) this year. brr.

WOW THAT'S BASICALLY THE ENTIRETY OF MY 2012. IF THE WORLD DID END I'M NOT SURE IF I MADE MY LAST YEAR WORTH IT.

Sachi of 2012 but actually 2013
HL MNL
YA
9th flr of that bldg in Eastwood

Edited 2013-01-09 00:40 (UTC)

Hi Sachi of 2013. Here is another list of things I'm yoroshiku-ing to you ne.

(( omg you've been doing chinen things again before you started on your letter LOL WHAT THE FUCK ))

First of all I have failed 2011!Sachi on most things. But life goes on, you move forward, etc.

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In 2012 Sachi has traveled, has earned her own money, has been a horrible ~~best~~friend, has been living vicariously through half-existing people, and has been dreaming a lot. about people and things that are after her life. I dunno.

In 2013 Sachi will learn how to drive, still love her job, visit marsky in japan, travel to places she's never been, meet more people. wink wink.

I realized that I've changed a lot. Both for better and worst. But through all of those there's a couple of things that would be really difficult to get rid of. Pride. Mediocrity. Self-love. Hyperawareness.

I don't have much specific expectations of you other than those I listed above. But I know that 2013 is going to be different than most of the years you've lived.

I'm afraid to live.

I hope you've gotten over that fear. Maybe not completely, but please walk that path.

♥

tuck me in ka dyan

^DO YOU EVEN REMEMBER? DO I EVEN REMEMBER?!?! Please remind me ww

Well in 2012 I think we've met more than we ever have in the previous years???? PHYSICALLY. But our phonecalls have decreased because wow suddenly there is real life and fkjdsla

I can't tell for sure if we're gonna be closer or not in 2013. My social skills have been drastically decreasing to a negative level heh. So please help me! ♥

Take care of me this year too.

PS. break na ba sila (SIGE NGA MAALALA PA BA NATEN TO)

PPS. i-8tracks mo yan.

PPPS. putangina hindi ko crush si keito

hey ana ww
#alamoyan
#mgahashtagsnaten
#dabarkads
#alamna
#isanglinggongpagibig
#mybossmyhero (HAHA BAGO TO OMG GETS MO BA SINO TO)

tungnah di ko na maalala sobrang dami. anywhores just wanna ~~lovin' youuu ahhh ♪~~

~~you to know I really wanna say to you that you are the only one~~

HAY ANA. What is 2013 going to bring us this time?

I think you already know most of the things I want to tell ~~♫tell tell tell tell tell tell tell tell me what to do♪~~ you. putangina napapakanta lagi.

Anyway I hope we stay friends this year and have met a lot! :D

Sayang yung HK last yearHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHorz tangina ni boss </3 well. mag-Smurfville ka na lang.

Aibou♥

Haha AKA my way of not calling you Ate anymore heehee uhm what do I say?

We would always go back to that honesty meme ne? I don't really know what pushed me to write in your thread but in the end it was all for the best :">

I'm glad we became closer on 2012! We got to celebrate each other's birthdays with each other (ganda mo naks labyu) and you were my last date for 2012 hihihi :"> I really enjoy talking to you... even if you frequently make me embarrass myself in coffee shops. How many have we gone to together this year? Did I go asdfghjkl; again LOL The inside jokes helped us be closer even if it really is crazy though xD Plus Rp. Oh, RP. Your muses are... cool xD

Did you see them again? #alamna I think #Magpayaman2013 will work... share your blessings ne heehee

What else do I say. I think I poured it all out in the letter I gave but nevertheless I hope 2013 will see us closer :"> with more photoshoots and matchafrappe/movie/sabaw dates together ne~

I love you and I always think you're an awesome person. I really thank my lucky stars that I met you. Thank you for being a part of my 2012... and the other years to come :">

- Ingrid ♥

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