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time capsule 2012
THE TIME CAPSULE MEME year 2012 ♡ make yourself a thread so your friends can leave you messages with their thoughts about you, their wishes for you for next year, etcetera. ♡ you can also leave yourself a message... anything that you can look back on next year and reminisce about. ♡ on january 8th, 2013, this post will be set to private and put away. in december of 2013, it will be re-opened and then you can look through your old comments from the year before and do with them what you will. ♡ previous years' capsules can be found here. |
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Dear self,
I'll write you a more coherent letter eventually. In the meantime, hang on to the last few days of 2012. You can do it.
Yeah.
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Has 2012 been good for you? I wonder how 2013 would look like for us? A year isn't something so long, so better hang in there and bear with me, okay?
I'm not sure what year we met or how long we've been friends already, but it seems like forever! Thank you for putting up with me and my crazy; it's not like everyday I meet someone as awesome as you are.
I know college mighty sucks right now, but please hang on! A few more years and you'll be a steady career woman with a handsome boyfriend, I'm sure! For the meantime, work hard and continue being extra nice to everybody ♥ If you need someone to talk to / rant out / flail with / share inside jokes with /winkwink I'm always here for you!
^___________^ INGRID GO
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Like what Ate Ana has said I can't remember how or when we became friends but I'm really glad we did :) You are always there with words of encouragement and virtual hugs and everything and I really, really appreciate all the little tweets you send my way. Thank you for everything and I can only pray that I was half as good a friend to you as you have been to be. Papa loves you too by the way, hahahaha gosh.
2012 was a tough year for you and I really pray that 2013 is nicer, because you deserve everything nice in this world. But in any case, stay awesome, stay strong, though remember you always have a safe harbor to come back to in my kokoro ♥
Lots of love~
Mama ♥ (and Papa hahahahaha)
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I've only known you for a few months, but I do feel like I should have meet you sooner before I left the Philippines to come back home to LA, gomen. I hope that 2012 was a fruitful year for you, in many aspects of your life. I hope that you will continue to grow as 2013 approaches and as you read this when 2013 becomes 2014, I hope that you can read this and say, "Yeah, I think 2013 rocked." Thanks for not judging me harshly, I know at times I'm a little...overbearing. XD I hope to meet you one day in 2013, who knows, maybe when you're reading this you're probably like, "Audrey? What? We saw each other yesterday! ydusahkfajld"
There's always something I like to tell my friends about me in particular. I like to tell them that they have a room in my heart. Almost like an apartment complex or something. But, you have a space in my heart that's all your own, you can stay for as long as you like, and if you decide to leave, your room will still be here if you decide to return. If not, then your room will be just as it was when you left, untouched, and the memories inside still intact. ^_^
I hope to be able to talk to you more, possibly outside fandom but still within it because we all know it's part of our lives now. You're a great person, who is talented and I pray that in whatever you want to do, you will be able to achieve it. I'll be rooting for you.
From my heart, to yours.
♥, Audrey
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I am really glad we have talked to each other. All those IUxYuto talks were memorable. It's quite an odd pair but you gave me inspiration to do a video for them heee~ We haven't seen each other this 2012? D: I hope we do on 2013, okay? I'm wishing all the best for you! Hope you achieve your goals this coming 2013. I really love your photography skills and I hope we can do a photoshoot together, yes? :>
Love,
Janen ^^~
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So can you believe that it's actually been a year since we met? Or almost? It was Hikaru's birthday... ah! Just a few more days until it turns a year!
Time can't be that fast, isn't it? Or slow? It feels as if I've known you forever, and it's hard to believe that it was just a year.
Anyway, 2012 is almost ending, and looking back, it was such an interesting year. To you and me. As friends. Not only have we been crazy together through a lot of things, but we've also engaged ourselves in wholesome conversations. And what I'm most thankful for is whenever I feel really down, you find ways you can to make me feel better. I really appreciate that, you know? From the smallest things to the huge efforts. I really thank you.
In return, I did what I can too to be there for you when you needed me. But I'm sorry if sometimes, the message didn't reach you as strong as I feel. Like, ah, how do I say it. I'm not exactly the most affectionate person so it's difficult to be mushy and stuff. But trust me, I really care *~*
There have been tough times for the both of us in 2012, and living up to this very day means we've conquered them. 2013 will be the same. Stay the strong girl you are!
Love you!
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hi Marsky here *_*
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When I first met you, I thought you didn't like me. lol I honestly did! Because in the first few months, I would reply to your tweets but you didn't reply to me. ;____; So I have thoughts like "what did i do to make her hate me TnT" I don't know when we got over the awkwardness and started talking to each other like we've been friends for 5 years or something. But I'm glad that we did because you're one of my most precious friends. #angdramamoteh
I know that there are times when I offended you so I'm sorry because I've always been an annoying person. :c Don't worry. I won't link you to a picture of Yabu's feet ever again. m___m
By 2013, I hope we have already met (I don't consider the first one because we didn't even speak to each other!! i think) and we have already gone to coffee dates or something. Also, I hope that when we meet, we'll do photoshoots with the others because I've always thought that you are a good photographer. :c Capturing the right moment with the click of a camera is magic okay. But when we do a photoshoot, just capture my back onegaishimasu because my front might shatter your lens ^_____^;;;
Have a great 2013! I hope that by the time that you read this again, you are a happy person and you've already met Yabu or Yuto and confessed your love to them at the back of a school building. (OR MAYBE YUMA stares pointedly)
Love,
meeeee (☉‿☉✿)
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The last time you wrote me a letter, we weren't that close. Exactly a week later, I got my heartbroken into a million pieces and you gave me a hug, and a Chinen pillow. It got me through a lot, you have no idea. Fastforward to 2012 and here! You became my boypren, who shares mini-heart attacks caused by Ninomiya, with me.
I'm sorry we didn't meet up as much.
On 2013, please write more & take more beautiful photos. I always look forward to it~ ♥ More dates with me too, please? One where we can just be crazy incoherent fangirls.
I will be here for you. Always. I love you so much.
Your number one fan,
Marchy
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(i said that without malice)
2012!Ingrid ♥ we only met this year and it has been a pleasure talking to you etc etc etc you're a great person and i understand when you has a sad but i will try my best to shoo the sad with the power of my fists
please never stop writing. you're an amazing writer and do not be selfish so share your art to the world lol
ummm what else i know this isnt your last year in uni but hopefully we will still be friends when that happens so you can treat me to dinner when you're earning big bucks when you've become yuto's personal slave-honey.
love you
Zyn
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i'm glad that i've met you when i just entered fandom and we managed to become friends
btw, welcome to the yuto-is-my-bias side for the fandom.i seriously love your fics and how your write (and how you always managed to have time to write and is able to write smoothly because when even i'm studying or busy, i cant write anything, literally because everything's stiff as a brick).
anyway i hope we'd still be friends and continue to talk in 2013 ♥
Riko
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I'm happy we became friends. I hope Yuma and Shida are even cuter in 2013. I hope you never stop writing. I hope you are doing well with your studies. I'll make my way over to the Philippines and say hello next year most likely.
-Laura
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Korina: Hi Ingrid! Yes, I will gladly accept to be yer random&ugleh model if you need one! :D
And please don't call me Ate ahuuuuuu ;A; /kokoro breaks
Thanks to Marsky's despedida, we became friends! I hope I left a good impression on you back then (remember APE? HAHA.) I hope I can still grow tall like you huhu stupid internet not letting me sleep LOL. Gambare in yer studies! It's my dream to be a MassCom/ComArts student so ;~; ♥
And plez plez, take care of Yuto. And his fandom perhaps? HAHA.
Till here, let's flail to the perfect skinny guy whom I won't approach in streets because of hsi poker and antipatiko fez together! ♥
xoxo, Korichaaan (that's what they call meh hihi ;u;)
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Now that the semester is over I plan to read all your writing since I hear so much about it and I've only read a few things here an there (BUT A LOT OF YOUR OLDER STUFF)... um. Please have a happy year.
-Yan (@rahtid on twitter)
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I hope you survived this year prosperously!
I hope you had smiled a lot.
I hope you had a good relationship with everyone, may be it fandom or school o/
Did we bond this year? I hope so :)
I want to know you more.
Stay awesome as always!
Love always,
Jilyn ♡
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Hiii~ I always read your blogs;;
(okay, that sounds like a stalker)But yeah, I find your posts really cute and sort of inspiring LOL I hope to read a lot from you~In 2012, I've met a lot of new friends and I'm really glad to say you are one of them. I hope by the end of 2013 we've grown a lot closer *u* You seem to be a really nice, fun and awesome person ^W^)b
Hope you have an awesome 2013 \o/
♥ lots,
Miya~
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I know it's only been days when we started talking to each other, but I still want to write in your timecapsule thread.
Hmm, it all started when you followed me because of Kim. But before that I've been seeing your name (or rather your username) in twitter because you're friends with everyone I'm following.
To be honest, when Kim said that you're slowly geting into the SMAP fandom and I should talk you, I felt so shy and I don't know where to start and it seems that you're always busy with school. I don't want to be a nuisance and disturb you with flail-worthy vids/pics.
But still, I felt that you're a nice person even though we seldom talk to each other.
I wonder, are you a SMAP fan, finally? Are we talking more than we used to? Are we friends already?
I hope 2013 has been good to you. Wish you all the best.
~Mikichyan~ (@chonanlaabs)
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I have a confession. Idek how we met (besides that squirrel event in Trinoma last 2009)!!!!! I am really bad orz. BUT NONETHELESS I AM THANKFUL IN MEETING YOU. 2012 was awesome, right? I can't even count how many times we met lol. Rp!verse was fun too. I hope our muses get to talk more. You owe me ice cream!!!!!!!!!
Are you having /fan/ with Gokaiger? I think that's the greatest influence I gave you. I AM PROUD OF THAT. Idc if people call them "Power Rangers" they are losers. Sentai is swag!
Pwn 2013 with your megane beam! I hope you get a boyfriend. /shot
xoxo, Better late than never.
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HEY
HEEEEY
hey we didn't get to talk much this year but I hope we do get to do so in2013!! chuchu I hope that you know that I think you are lovely and that we get to meet someday!!, (I'll make tambay in UST until that happens) i hope 2013's been kinder to you and that no horrible weather conditions affect you and your family, ok?? ヽ(´o｀；
BANANNA より♪( ´θ｀)ノ
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2012 you is disappointed in yourself for a lot of things. Academically speaking, you've done better, but you're starting to slack again. You have a ton of readings you have to go through and you have barely started. You've let too many opportunities pass you by and you regret then forget and tell yourself that it doesn't matter when in fact, it really does.
That writing contest you want to join, right now you're thinking of not joining again. Please tell me you joined. I hope you win something. But you won't win if you wouldn't even attempt to try.
Please stop setting aside your dreams because you're too lazy or you think that more opportunities are yet to come. That may be true but if you continue like this even opportunities would be tired of you.
I am certainly tired of you now.
I sound really depressed because WE STILL DON'T HAVE ELECTRICITY IT'S BEEN TEN MINUTES. I want to rant out but okay let me do this properly.
Okay this is it:
Right now I am feeling uncharacteristically down. I don't know if it's a bad omen that it's dark all around that it will be so for the rest of the year. But as I am a mental optimist I would like to think otherwise.
But maybe this darkness can symbolize something else. Something that I can't put into words.
You are afraid, aren't you?
You are afraid for the future. Your classmates seem to have their lives planned out in front of them, that they're following some sort of manual in life that you have yet to receive, while you are still stumbling along trying to find that yellow brick road to success or something. This is not Oz, but this isn't a TV show either. Everyone else is struggling; some may seem to have easier ways than you do (ie money, better education, better chance in life, dastardly good looks, love life which you still don't have haha, or whatever) but believe that life is never easy, just less difficult in varying levels.
I don't know why I sound like I'm writing a story but okay.
You are afraid of not being good enough.
Dear, in that mind set, you are never ever going to be good enough. You know in yourself that you really do fake being confident just to build a wall around you and not show the people around you that you have a weakness. This is not third year high school in a classroom, in the middle of a ring of silent indifferent bullies. There are bigger bullies out there when you get out of the academic institution (or maybe you're going to study masterals just to escape reality further?). Stop trying to pretend that you're good at something you're not, or judging people because you think you can do better than they do. You need to be as humble as you show you are, because sometimes I really get tired of how silently judgemental you can become about other people, and yourself. Particularly yourself.
You are afraid that you are going to end up an old maid or something.
Dude, you're 18, not 80. You are not ugly (in my refusal to think myself as anything close to pretty, I can say that I am at least not hideous-looking), you're tall (so stop slouching and being self-conscious when people look at you. Not all of them think you look like a monster.), and you're not that horrible personality-wise. You're a pretty good person, and you don't have to rush yourself to find ~the one~. You don't have to force yourself to like anyone either. Let your heart be free (but not too free, though I trust you're still scared of the concept of kissing somebody you don't like for you to be promiscuous) to choose who to like, though I must say your "type" is getting pretty old; seriously, self? Must you have a crush on your guy friends (well not all of them but okay you get my point?????) all the time? or. Uhm. Ugh how do I say this.
Stop thinking that there's something there when there is not. It hurts and maybe you ~think~ you have a chance but unless he says it directly you should stop stressing yourself about it. I hope you stop catching yourself daydreaming about your what-could-have-been relationship if you ever get together. You are being unnecessarily stupid. But what is logic and reason against love, right? I just hope you stop pining for the wrong people. Or if you still are, I hope they become the right people. You deserve to be happy. Don't let what happened to your family/parents be the guide to what you're going to be. You already know the consequences of hurting someone, so try not to do it again. And just. Please. Stop overthinking and hurting yourself emotionally.
Or I dunno, just find a new crush that's not as destructive (cough FANDOM FEELS cough)
It's almost 1AM and yes you still have no electricity.
Let's play twenty questions.
Sooooo, now that you're reading this, how has your 2013 been? Are you still losing sleep over... stuff? You've been (unhealthily) losing weight because of overfatigue but please learn to take better care of yourself better! You have a lot of dreams to live out and you WILL make them come true!!! So hang in there immune system!!! :D
Have you become more ~girly~? I dunno, I'm curious since you STILL haven't touched the make-up you got as gifts from your 18th circa Day 1 of 365 of 2013. You've taken interest in dressing up but have you become more... I dunno, hygienic? (that sounded like you don't take a bath).
You've done your OJT summer of your third year. Where did you choose to apply and consequently get accepted? Were you able to go through with your plan of applying for an OJT in Singapore or that was all talk or whatever? What have you planned to do with your life? I know you want to do writing but have you really decided where to write for? It's a huge step I know but you can do it. You like Advertising enough and you feel passionate about it, and you find scriptwriting stressful because of TOMCAT people but you still love dramas and movies (thank you Japanese influence) and you want to influence somebody like that... but let's see what you have to say when you read this again. Maybe you can apply for Johnny's and be an assistant producer or something HAHAHAHA (but seriously, you are considering this. Better get serious about JLPT and stuff).
You're done with your second to the last semester in your university career, and you're now on the last leg of your university journey............... OMG dude, you're graduating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Three months away from graduation. OMG I hope at least you can be a laude. OTL never before have you wanted to graduate with Latin honors. It's kinda impossible to be suma or magna but if you can be a laude then I will give you an overall pat on the back and a hug because HEY YOU ACTUALLY DID IT. If not then I HOPE YOU DON'T FAIL ANYTHING ELSE. OMG no singko please self I will not forgive you for slacking THAT MUCH. You don't have math anymore, DO YOUR BEST ONEGAISHIMASU.
I'm proud that you have promised yourself to write everyday. You tend to sound repetitive at times and you need to work on your narration and ~find your writing style~ but you'll discover who you are and be proud of it, I'm sure. You'll get the world to know of your worlds, I'm sure of that.
You've picked up photography and fell in love with it more after those first moments when you took pictures with your N70 camera phone. Now you have a ~proper~ camera. Have you joined more contests? Have your skills leveled up? I hope you love it more~
And you're blogging more often. I'm proud of you for that. Well not regular still but at least you don't disappear for half a year or so. Your LJ has become a sad place that you only use for famgirling but your Dreamwidth has taken up the position of being your feels blog when it's too private for a lot of people but your writing comm is thriving enough. Your Tumblr needs updating. Your Blogspot is shaping up nicely, keep up the good work *u*
And Twitter. How does one forget. You can thank the microblogging spot for just about everbody that wrote in your thread here.
You consider them your real friends; people who don't need anything from you but communication (and the occasional barrage of feels) and your are there. Just don't forget your other friends too *u* You're strangely antisocial to your college batch (well to some of them anyway) but even if they make you feel like you don't belong, just stand your ground. You deserve to be here as much as they do.
What else do I say?
Love yourself~ (insert YamaNade theme song here) . I dunno, I feel like you don't like yourself that much.
You're 19 years old now. Do your best in life. I'm proud of you.
I guess this is it for 2012. Welcome 2013 with awesomeness, and I hope when this year ends and you read this again you can look back with a smile.
This sounds more loose than what you wrote for 2011 but it's kinda nice. It actually sounds like you and not like you're trying to impress somebody else. Which is good, because it's one step to being more honest with yourself.
There are people who love you. Always remember that, because you are a person who deserves that.
Ganbaretsugo! Hade ni ikuze 8Db
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I am so glad I met you during APE for the first time. :) Though I remember seeing you during Chinen's bday celebration that JUMParty held at Katipunan.
Anyways, I hope we can be closer! Let's meet and shop at saizen this year!
Love always,
Jilyn ♡