just so you know i had to remember my pw (and confirm my account?!?!) for dreamwidth for this!!
i've no frickin idea how long we've known each other, but wouldn't it be really cool if the next next (next year? right now? i don't understand time) time you read this, we're still friends? not saying that i'm planning on ditching your ass any time soon. i'm just saying that things happen, and sometimes it's bad things and maybe i won't be here anymore, or maybe you won't either. what a downer note. (￣￢￣ ) i don't even remember what i wanted to say about this.
i don't even really know what i'm typing at this point. it's all free-style slam-on-the-keyboard-the-first-things-i-think-of hardcore message writing. you better not think this is moe...
it's probably been like 5 minutes since i wrote that last sentence, and i still really don't know what to say to you. i could try to give you a coffee break talk. like
"People only grow stronger little by little, by encountering different situations and learning not to run from them, no matter how frightening or daunting they may be.
Hapu, that's exactly what you've done to grow strong.
[etc., etc.]
You've come a very long way."
ok im quoting the mother3 coffee break there, kinda sorta.
but really, maybe i can't really think of something to say to you because i think i'll have all the time i need to tell you what i'd ever need to tell you. i can't think (or don't want to think?) that eventually there'll be a time where we won't talk anymore or a time where either you or i don't exist anymore. like, it's really weird thinking that there could be a time where we won't be friends anymore, you know??? i think i just said that twice, but whatever. let's move on with this time capsule message.
let's hope by december 2013 or whenever the heck you read this that isn't in 2012, you and/or me won't be dead or something. and, also that i'm still bullying you B) ok im kidding (kinda) *also that we're still friends, even if we don't talk as often as we used to months ago. thoooough that doesn't seem to be a problem to either you or me B)
also, remember!! if people tell you to act your age or if you ever feel like you should be acting "mature" or something dumb wazoo like that, you don't gotta! if you wanna cry, go ahead and cry. if you don't like something, just say it. you don't gotta eat certain veggies too if you don't want to.
even if another year goes by, and we're both 20, we'll still be 19, and 18, and 17, and it goes on really. what happens when we were 19 or 12 or 3 years old will never go away. when we're 20, we don't have to act like we're 20, even though people would probably prefer that we do. you can still keep having the responsibilities of a 20 year old, while slacking off and having fun like an 18 year old or while crying like you're 4 again.
also also, go to bed when i say so, even if its like 6PM where you are when i tell you to go to sleep.
p.s. i didnt mean to write a kinda long post. its the spacing, i swear.
p.s.s. i definitely like hinata way more than you like hiroto. sorry but it's a fact of life. B)
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i've no frickin idea how long we've known each other, but wouldn't it be really cool if the next next (next year? right now? i don't understand time) time you read this, we're still friends? not saying that i'm planning on ditching your ass any time soon. i'm just saying that things happen, and sometimes it's bad things and maybe i won't be here anymore, or maybe you won't either. what a downer note. (￣￢￣ ) i don't even remember what i wanted to say about this.
i don't even really know what i'm typing at this point. it's all free-style slam-on-the-keyboard-the-first-things-i-think-of hardcore message writing. you better not think this is moe...
it's probably been like 5 minutes since i wrote that last sentence, and i still really don't know what to say to you. i could try to give you a coffee break talk. like
"People only grow stronger little by little, by encountering different situations and learning not to run from them, no matter how frightening or daunting they may be.
Hapu, that's exactly what you've done to grow strong.
[etc., etc.]
You've come a very long way."
ok im quoting the mother3 coffee break there, kinda sorta.
but really, maybe i can't really think of something to say to you because i think i'll have all the time i need to tell you what i'd ever need to tell you. i can't think (or don't want to think?) that eventually there'll be a time where we won't talk anymore or a time where either you or i don't exist anymore. like, it's really weird thinking that there could be a time where we won't be friends anymore, you know??? i think i just said that twice, but whatever. let's move on with this time capsule message.
let's hope by december 2013 or whenever the heck you read this that isn't in 2012, you and/or me won't be dead or something. and, also that i'm still bullying you B)
ok im kidding (kinda) *also that we're still friends, even if we don't talk as often as we used to months ago. thoooough that doesn't seem to be a problem to either you or me B)
also, remember!! if people tell you to act your age or if you ever feel like you should be acting "mature" or something dumb wazoo like that, you don't gotta! if you wanna cry, go ahead and cry. if you don't like something, just say it. you don't gotta eat certain veggies too if you don't want to.
even if another year goes by, and we're both 20, we'll still be 19, and 18, and 17, and it goes on really. what happens when we were 19 or 12 or 3 years old will never go away. when we're 20, we don't have to act like we're 20, even though people would probably prefer that we do. you can still keep having the responsibilities of a 20 year old, while slacking off and having fun like an 18 year old or while crying like you're 4 again.
also also, go to bed when i say so, even if its like 6PM where you are when i tell you to go to sleep.
p.s. i didnt mean to write a kinda long post. its the spacing, i swear.
p.s.s. i definitely like hinata way more than you like hiroto. sorry but it's a fact of life. B)