there are like a thousand and one things that i want to say to you because even though i guess maybe it makes me crazy i feel like in the few short months that i have known you that i've really come to regard you as someone that is very important in my life.

finding out that we were basically in the same fandoms for a long time is really funny to me too. even though i promise you that i wasn't known by anyone at all. i am going to thank you from the bottom of my heart for introducing me to the lovely angel that is nakajima kento because i'm pretty sure that he is the second coming of the messiah.

here is the part where i get really strange, are you ready for this? i don't even think that you are ready to handle this.
p sure that you're familiar with the concept of soulmates and all of that jazz, and i'm totally hittin on u here ;) /sidles on up 2 u
ok jk but like, there's the whole concept of your soul "mates" being more than one person, and basically fellow souls that you have existed in many previous lives with, and they are people that you might not even know all of your life, and they might come in just in one moment to help you out and all, but they are there to achieve something greater/give your life more meaning and all of that (i almost said and all that jazz again, i guess i'm turning into catherine zeta jones over here) -- and i think that for me you are one of those people.

so.

yeah.

:)

have a beautiful 2013
i hope i am there every step of the way