sooooo haha every year i try to confess my heart and soul and every year i end up being a giant goofball >:( SO THIS YEAR i am going to pour it all out.
at first when i met you, i really didn't expect us to become such close friends and really didn't expect to rely on you this much. what i mean is, you seemed shy and i am more outgoing and i dont usually bother much with shy people (although jojo itaki and you 3 are kind of an exception) BUT SOMEHOW i just ended up dragging all three of you all across msn and hahaha that was the fun times (i dont even have msn on my laptop anymore sobs). but anyway YES something pulled me towards you and you have become such a big part of my life. haha it may not seem so with me spending so little time online because lazybutt and with you being overwhelmed by school, but the truth is when people act like they dont give two shits for me, i dont take it to heart. because i think, "i have jy with me anyway, who needs them"
i swear i am going to meet you someday (I WONT JUST STOP AT ONE PICTURE ON MY HARD) and i will sit in a cafe and talk to you about music and books and ANIME and maybe even watch a few episodes together (5cm per second?) hahaha.
by the time you read this, i think you wouldn't feel as unfamiliar with your new surroundings as you would at the start, but if you still do, remember that people are nice and they are always willing to take in a new friend! so if people are just nice to you, then try to get more out of it, like a friendship (and if it's a guy, maybe a relationship? ahhha)
but then again, you will have your twin. i hope you two will cherish each other more and more as time goes by because at the end of it all, youve only really got your siblings.
baby whooo baby
at first when i met you, i really didn't expect us to become such close friends and really didn't expect to rely on you this much. what i mean is, you seemed shy and i am more outgoing and i dont usually bother much with shy people (although jojo itaki and you 3 are kind of an exception) BUT SOMEHOW i just ended up dragging all three of you all across msn and hahaha that was the fun times (i dont even have msn on my laptop anymore sobs). but anyway YES something pulled me towards you and you have become such a big part of my life. haha it may not seem so with me spending so little time online because lazybutt and with you being overwhelmed by school, but the truth is when people act like they dont give two shits for me, i dont take it to heart. because i think, "i have jy with me anyway, who needs them"
i swear i am going to meet you someday (I WONT JUST STOP AT ONE PICTURE ON MY HARD) and i will sit in a cafe and talk to you about music and books and ANIME and maybe even watch a few episodes together (5cm per second?) hahaha.
by the time you read this, i think you wouldn't feel as unfamiliar with your new surroundings as you would at the start, but if you still do, remember that people are nice and they are always willing to take in a new friend! so if people are just nice to you, then try to get more out of it, like a friendship (and if it's a guy, maybe a relationship? ahhha)
but then again, you will have your twin. i hope you two will cherish each other more and more as time goes by because at the end of it all, youve only really got your siblings.
♥