you've really hated this year; it even trumped 2010 (but it wasn't all bad, okay?) you saw that this meme was up on tumblr and although you said you had wished it died with lj, here you are that's right, tumblr you deleted your plurk in november the intention of this post is just for you though, which is why you didn't post it anywhere
anyway sorry i'm doing this to you and i'm sorry this year ended up being so rough (it was mostly our fault, aha) and if you remember this exists by next year you'll probably cry over it so sorry for that too (maybe you will at least get a laugh over that) but wouldn't it be nice if we reached some sort of milestone by the time you saw this again? or -- hah, remembering it all, you might choose to not even look at this post when the capsule "opens up" again (that's unfortunately the most likely thing to happen)
it's the week before finals right now and motivation has been hard to find this year really hard you've been really depressed and anxiety has made itself your best friend and you've been really stressed out too (and your pleurisy hasn't gone away yet, it hurts pretty bad right now but you're supposed to take deep breaths every once and a while) you hate to be alone but push people away in fear of bothering them or them paying attention to you out of pity, so you don't initiate conversations either maybe we're going to break this habit (i can only hope)
let's go over the good things though
you made amends this summer and that made you very extremely happy
you made some new acquaintances and friends
you got your first job ever!! and you like most of your co-workers
borderlands 2 came out and it was and is still amazing and you will probably still be crying about it now
you were a badass too remember when you soared through the air and still were able to res and also lived
you got really into madoka (and it kept you very happy for a while) and also adventure time
someone thought you were funny enough to ask you to make a let's play (you didn't, though)
you seriously bought an aperture science jumpsuit from thinkgeek
some of your friends got you really nice gifts throughout the year
chorp chorp
who order a cake
you got to RP with some people
you got some friends to watch things with you
err i'd hate to think that's it (a lot of those are pretty small things) and that will be pretty damn depressing to see next year but you just worked until close tonight so maybe you'll remember some things tomorrow and can edit it then (your memory still sucks, sorry to say)
whoa ignore this
you've really hated this year; it even trumped 2010 (but it wasn't all bad, okay?)
you saw that this meme was up on tumblr and although you said you had wished it died with lj, here you are
that's right, tumblr
you deleted your plurk in november
the intention of this post is just for you though, which is why you didn't post it anywhere
anyway sorry i'm doing this to you and i'm sorry this year ended up being so rough (it was mostly our fault, aha) and if you remember this exists by next year you'll probably cry over it so sorry for that too (maybe you will at least get a laugh over that)
but wouldn't it be nice if we reached some sort of milestone by the time you saw this again?
or -- hah, remembering it all, you might choose to not even look at this post when the capsule "opens up" again (that's unfortunately the most likely thing to happen)
it's the week before finals right now and motivation has been hard to find this year
really hard
you've been really depressed and anxiety has made itself your best friend and you've been really stressed out too (and your pleurisy hasn't gone away yet, it hurts pretty bad right now but you're supposed to take deep breaths every once and a while)
you hate to be alone but push people away in fear of bothering them or them paying attention to you out of pity, so you don't initiate conversations either
maybe we're going to break this habit (i can only hope)
let's go over the good things though
you were a badass too remember when you soared through the air and still were able to res and also lived
err i'd hate to think that's it (a lot of those are pretty small things) and that will be pretty damn depressing to see next year but you just worked until close tonight so
maybe you'll remember some things tomorrow and can edit it then (your memory still sucks, sorry to say)