you're a really great onee/onii and i love you for being my big sibling. you;ve had a hell of a year and i know that it's been rough and you've wanted to quit it but next year will definitely be better, like we talked about. i hope you and mira will continue to be big gays and that by the time you see this, you'll be in a better place. you're a great person, and never ever forget it. i love you!! ♥