vibrator: (the music makes you wild ☆ yosuke)
Captain Ressentiment. ([personal profile] vibrator) wrote in [personal profile] allegory 2012-12-09 06:40 am (UTC)

Amara here, but you of course already know that. Let me tell you from the past your current fandom is a blast from the past, and favorite character even more so. Just incase you've forgotten by now, you got both Persona 4 Arena AND Golden this year. And you don't even have a vita yet. You better have either gotten one around christmas or not too long afterwards. Same goes for your PS3. Your favorite character/otp (this icon should be a clue, just saying) is really cute you get so emotional over it. Do you still do so now?

Silly fan things aside Wow, wow. You're 23 right now as you read this a year in the future. That's crazy!! I hope you're enjoying dorm life by now, I hope you can leave with a degree that does something towards your dream. I hope you still cosplay, that you've gotten better at sewing. I hope you're happy with or without a girlfriend, you don't have one now but you're happy about it and you being happy is what matters.

Your 22 year old self, as you can see still has her head in the clouds. I won't make a potentially disappointing wish for you to feel bad about in the future but. I still want you to be happy, I still want you to be able to have a reason for living you can smile about. The way you live now isn't bad, but I hope by the time you've read this is a happy medium of responsibility and the childlike quality you've always had to you. Don't lose that, it's your reason for going now, and I know it'll cheer you on in the future.

But this is getting long, you're as long winded as you've always been. So please, please be happy. The world out there is a scary place but. I believe in you. You have a good spirit, you have good friends both new and old. Some may pass but treasure the happy memories you have with them all. And never forget when you hit those dark patches of despair we're known to enter, remember someone loves you. Remember someone needs you.

I love you, older me! Everyone loves you and will be on your side, you aren't one to be forgotten. No go out there and live your life the way you truly want to!

<3333 your 22 year old self. (do you still love butterflies? never forget them, they are your guides.)

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